So I just got home from consulting with the Maternal Fetal Medicine doctor and meeting my new OB. She is really nice. I feel like I am finally in good hands now..unfortunately it took what I had to go through to get here. The MFM is very confident in my future pregnancies. I will be closely monitored and given an injection called 17p starting at 14 weeks. Both doctors will be closely monitoring me every week. It is still hard to feel 100 percent confident..but I am trying. So I guess this is all good news for the future.